i’m happy to be able to share a new ‘making of’ with you – i finished a drawing that i’ve started end of march this year and it beautifully illustrates a very personal journey i’ve been undertaking all this time i was working on it..
as you can see, the drawing is made up of 2 mandalas which to me symbolize 2 souls.. i like to add twin flame references into my drawings so the mandalas are made of the exact same patterns and only differ in the way they are colored.. this stands for the 2 parts of the twin flame unit who are essentially one and the same soul and thus have the exact same energy frequency pattern and differ only in their individual manifestation during their present incarnation..
in the center of the drawing you can see what i call the ‘war zone’.. this stands for the fact that as long as we do not make peace with ourselves and with who we are and with all that we are, this inner conflict will always be manifested somewhere outside of us, separating us from others.. this is represented by the red/black sort of chains that always draw the two soul mandalas back into the war zone.. no matter how much we might want to be with someone, first we have to stop the war and conflicts inside ourselves and transcend and transform them, let go of limiting beliefs and ways of thinking that are not serving us any longer.. in order to be able to cultivate a lasting positive, loving, peaceful and useful relationship with another, the relationship with self has to come first..
on the top and bottom the two mandalas still merge into one.. this stands for the fact that all can be transformed and transcended if we are willing to do our inside job, and in the end and from a higher perspective we are all one always and whatever seemingly separates us here now on this earth plane is an illusion in the end.. love is always present and always working for us, even if sometimes the way is painful.. i have found that if i keep this in mind, it’s easier to at least find a peaceful and accepting outlook on difficult situations and use their lessons for my path in life and find my own inner peace with them at last..
when i started to draw this one, i was having unresolved conflicts within myself that i saw manifested outside of me but when i look back now on everything that has happened since then, i can see how much has been transformed and how much i was rewarded also by attracting many new and positive experiences and moments into my life.. inner work is not always easy and fun but it is always rewarding.. this i can honestly say after many years of trouble and transformation.. it has always been worth it and i’m ready and excited for whatever will be next because another thing that’s for sure is that this process never ends.. it only goes deeper and deeper.. 🙂
this drawing is very personal and dear to me and i am happy to share a bit more of its meaning and my story behind it.. i hope you like it and please feel free to comment, like & share my work.. thank you in advance and enjoy the gallery! 🙂
it’s time to share another making of with you.. this drawing is the only one i have finished this year so far.. i’m working on a few drawings simultaneously right now but i have set myself the goal to finish at least one more.. i got almost 3 months left to go! 😀
so this one was inspired by a very deep experience in my life that involved a lot of time, many feelings, a lot of inspiration and support and finally one of the most painful endings i have had to go through so far, this is also why i chose the long dramatic title.. i remember that it was intended to be a black and white drawing at first but in the end i saw the rainbow colors coming in.. now in retrospect i feel this symbolizes that no matter how much something hurts, there is always something new to follow.. no ending is absolute, it always also contains the seed of a new beginning and i feel this is what the coloring wanted to show me at the time: that amazing beautiful things are always available to me and waiting for me if i’m willing to let go of suffering and focus on them instead.. they are always there somewhere in the background, like the background colors in the drawing.. 🙂
if you’re going through a painful experience, just remember that nothing is the end ever! many times things have a hidden purpose that we are not able to see at the time but that will be revealed at some point.. remember that no matter what, you always have you and your connection to your higher self and source/universe/god and you are strong enough to deal with this life.. 🙂
keep going, keep moving forward even if slowly.. and now some impressions of the process and the final result.. i’d be very happy if you like/comment/share.. 😀
i have just uploaded my most recent work as a coloring sheet that you can purchase on Gumroad ~ feel inspired to send me a picture of your end result of the drawing via one of the contact options here on my page and i will share it.. let’s co-create! 😀
today it’s all about black and white.. 🙂 i can’t remember when i started this drawing.. i believe it was still back in Bratislava, around a year ago.. my initial vision was to draw a frame, nothing else, but in the meantime i am kind of getting an image of how it will turn out in the end.. exciting!! 😀
i wanna share the in-progress-pictures so you can see how my drawings develop and get done.. i hope you enjoy! oh and that mug you can see in the first picture is also made out of one of my works and is available on my society6 shop.. drop by and have a look! 🙂
and if you like what you see, i invite you to share my work for more people to see it.. thanks for supporting my art!
after a few days of rest due to enjoying the nice weather outside 🙂 i can now proudly present: ‘we are / children of the sun’
it’s a collab with Black the Colors who gave me this drawing half done, only the black & white bubble on the left side was there and the outlines of the right part.. i mostly left the left side as it was, only added a bit of color and some minor patterns.. i continued the form of the right bubble as it was outlined and then added all the patterns to it.. the background is also by me.. the media is as usual copic multiliners and copic ciao markers..
unfortunately i forgot to take a ‘before’-picture, so now i can only show you the final result but if you visit Black the Colors’ page you may still be able to find the original ‘in progress’-shot of the drawing.. 🙂
as always it was a lot of fun drawing on someone else’s work.. it gives me the feeling that i am inside someone else’s mind or vision.. it’s hard to put into words but i definitely love collaborating! anyone interested just write me! 🙂
today i would like to invite you to join this year’s Transylvaliens Festival, happening from 9 – 12 of july 2015 in Ludos (near Sibiu) in beautiful Transylvania, Romania.. it will be the 2nd edition of an amazing gathering.. i was at the 1st edition last year and did my art workshop.. and i had the time of my life, met many beautiful and kind people, had great food prepared by people of the nearby village and of course 4 days of awesome music including some of my favorites like ATMA, Ancient Core, Lygos, Mawski, the Mimesis Crew, DJ Latam, DJane Roua etc etc.. unfortunately this year i will not be able to go because of many changes in my personal life and for sure i will miss it greatly.. so in case you have time, make sure to be there!! tickets are still available!
i will upload just a tiny glimpse of my pictures into this blog post.. i will show you more once i get the “events” section on my page done.. be patient with me please and enjoy this preview for now.. ;))